Friends, Life, and Other Shit by thetoothpick06, literature
Literature
Friends, Life, and Other Shit
We have finally reached the point in our lives. The point where we see what lies behind us, and we see what lies ahead. The point where we all realize, in some way, suddenly or slowly, that things have changed, and that they will never be the same. The point where we begin to realize that behind us, lost forever, are the days where we could sit down, catch our breath, and everything would be all right again. The point where we also begin to realize that ahead of us lie other days, new days, challenging days, unknown days. The point where our parents, our schools, our teachers, and our friends, begin trying to prepare us for those challengi
Have you ever thought about how lucky you are to be living? To breathe. To think. To feel.
To smile. To laugh. Have you ever thought about what it would be like if you were never
born? (I sound really optimistic.) Knowing this, how do you feel now? That you could never
live? Never breathe. Never think. Never feel. Never smile. Never laugh. And most importantly,
never find happiness (however fleeting it is). Really think about that. I'd feel incredibly
grateful. I'd be happy with what I have and not mope about what I don't because
what I do have is already enough. And I'd feel like actually living this life. This path. This
adventure
Why did you change?? Why did you have to lose yourself to jealousy? Hatred? Greed? Why? Why? Why? That's all I can ask myself. That's the only word I can relate to. That's all the sanity I have left.
You betrayed me. You left me here, alone, to fend for myself. Your warm embrace. Your shining smile. Your undying love. And yet, I'm still here, alone, to fend for myself. Why? Why? Why?
I trusted you. I trusted that you wouldn't abandon me, that you wouldn't let go of my hand. But slowly you faded away and became a demon. A shadow of your former self. And I knew that I had lost you to the darkness. Why? Why? Why?
I go throughout my day, so nu
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Hello again. Before I begin, I want you all to know how sorry I am for being gone so long. Steve, I'm not sure how I can make it up to you. You trusted me with so much, and I just disappeared without a word. I am incredibly sorry.
I more or less stopped using terragen about a month before finals. I had so much to catch up on (late work, studying, and such), that I just stopped. After a while, I stopped using DevArt too. I always planned to start back up again after school got out, but that never seemed to happen. The week after school got out, I was working at a Cub Scout day camp, and the week after that I was in the sierras with m
well... i've been... away... first, on vacation with expensive, slow internet, then easing back into school... i've been kinda going back and starting everything back up, and i guess this was one of the last things... sorry guys >.<
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*blink* hello!
i uploaded it on... wed? owell. i sign in on friday, after school, and i have about 8 or nine new favorites on it, and about 10 comments. now, the total is 9 favs and 13 comments, bringing it up to my most favorited deviation and close to the most commented. o.o. uh, that was... unexpected xD. but thank you! xDDDDD *^-^*
HIIII hiii hiii hiii HIIII!!!!! sorry... i'm slightly/kinda/a little hyper... cuz i'm hungary >.< okay, so i got slightly/kinda/a little hyper from being hungry *nod nod* straaange i know (and why did i comment when i'm talking to u now??)
now i ate ^^ and i have energy to do my spanish review sheet!!! YAY... and then i'll have no more energy... and i'll eat even more!!!! and do my wc hw!!! and then die... and eat more!!! and turn fat!!! and my ramble is over